Saturday, May 3, 2008

I guess it's time for an update....



I don't even know if anyone still checks my blogger cause I know I haven't posted for awhile. Ruth I am still reading yours just so you know.
Anyway, so much has been going on with me. I am struggling with anxiety BIGTIME and it is really affecting my normal functioning in life. It is causing me some depression as well. I am not sure why it has gotten so bad again but I am back on my meds and hoping that they help real soon. I have had some problems with numbness in my foot and my neck. It is getting worse. I went to a neurologist about it and he was clueless....I am scheduled for an MRI on Wednesday on my brain. I am so nervous about that. (of course)
On to a happier note....my baby girl is about to have her ninth birthday. She is so excited just like every year. We are letting her invite one friend to go with us to the zoo and Pinheads to bowl. We got her a vanity table this year so that she will have her own little place to fix her hair and her Me-Maw is getting her her own little blow dryer so she can do that at her vanity also. She has "make-up" which consists of basically lip gloss and perfume but she will be excited to display that as well. We told her we couldn't find the vanity because we really did have trouble finding one and she was soooo disappointed. I just want her to be totally surprised! She is growing up so fast and it makes me sad at times but she is really becoming quite a wonderful young lady and I love every stage she goes through. People at work have talked about how they couldn't wait to get their children out of the house and they assure me I will feel the same when LeeAnn becomes a teen. I don't think I will ever feel that way. She is my only baby and I wouldn't care if she lived her forever! :) Also, she got her midterms yesterday and she had honor roll. We are hoping that she keeps that up for her final report card. She really is struggling in school this year, but she is working hard! Her final music concert for the year is tomorrow. I am glad choir is coming to an end just because I have been choir coordinator this year and it really keeps me from enjoying her programs. I don't think I will continue being coordinator next year. Although, LeeAnn really likes having Mommy there and I should take advantage of that while she still feels that way~! :)
Eddie and I are doing good. He is very supportive of me no matter what I go through. I know he gets tired of my health issues but he never complains. We are struggling on finding a way to do home repairs. We just had a home appraisal and it was insanely low. So, we couldn't get our loan we thought we had. We have decided to look on the bright side and just be thankful we have a home even though it needs work. Sorry for the novel. I guess I got wordy since I had so much on my mind.
Not sure how many pics I have that are new but I will look and post a few....












LeeAnn's first kiss! :)