Anxiety

Well, tomorrow is my official first day at my new job. I have been so sick this past week just scared to death of this day. Now, it is almost here. Why am I like this? I am beyond frustrated with myself. I don't know why I get so worked up over things but I do. Everybody keeps saying for me not to worry and everything will be fine. I just don't know how to do that. I don't even know what exactly it is that I am afraid of...I guess messing up or failure. Maybe I am worried that people won't like me. I don't really know. But I pray to God that I can get a grip on this anxiety soon before I have some sort of stress related heart attack! I will let you guys know how the first day goes(if anybody even reads this blog)