Ups and downs

Life has so many ups and downs and I am trying to hang in there on the downswing. I have had money issues all summer long because of me not working. And the job I was trying for fell through. I really need to get back to work soon. On the upswing...we just got back from Holiday World and had a great time! We probably spent money we shouldn't have in doing that but we had to have some fun sometime or we would just go crazy! I enjoyed that time as a family and we just had a perfect time! I love watching LeeAnn. She loves the water and she had an absolute total blast! I know that the job not working out was probably for the best. Because I really want to be home with LeeAnn instead of having someone else raise her. It's just hard to struggle all the time and never have money for anything that comes up! Most of you know that I was planning on having another baby. I have decided that it just isn't in God's plan for us. I can't see adding another mouth to feed to our already struggling family. I love LeeAnn with all my heart and soul and she is just a blessing I thank God for everyday. I am just glad I have had the chance to be a mom and we have a wonderful relationship with LeeAnn that just grows closer everyday. And I have lots of nieces and nephews that I get to enjoy! Three more weeks and I will be back to work and three weeks after that I will get a paycheck.(haha) I am going to try and plan better for next summer so that this isn't an issue! It's worth it to me to be off because their is nothing more precious to me than my time with family!